Keepin' It Real

You hit me,

you hurt me,

put your car before me,

broke my finger, my heart, and my soul,

but I love you so much I cant let you go.

For a long time to me ,

you've been nothing but a stranger.

Now that you're here I have no choice but to ask for help

from that baby born in a manger

You need anger management

you have a serious problem,

What could my mother have said to you to make you do what you did?

You started getting getting that paper then you thought you was big?

You say you're changing

well that's a lie!

You need to talk to God before you die.

I thought it was about time to tell you how I feel,

I'm not trying to hurt your feelings,

Im just..... Keepin' it real !

Untitled!

I cant take all this back and forth

This wishy washy shit

1 minute u want me

next minute its this

You call me stuff like sweetheart hun babe n boo

do u really mean or is it only when Im catering to u?

See Im a woman of lil words but to u I express how I feel

I thought we built a rapport where we always kept it real

I guess not

Maybe I was wrong, maybe your not who I thought

Used to say that u was perfect but that idea has been set at naught!

Damn

N I held u down as much as I could when u were under

Letters were attained so now what u cant hear the thunder?

Definitely never expected for things to turn out this way

Tell me y I always for fall your type

as Drake would say

But once again I was stupid n dumb

the jokes on me

Should’ve listened when they warned me

Never fall while trying to obtain a college degree.

Unfinished Business

Unfinshed Business

So there we were

In my room alone

Me and that cute guy from work

Read the lust in his eyes like a book

Same as he read mine

With a touch and a kiss

The intimacy commenced

This 1 night of quick satisfaction

Turned into 9 months of unfinished business

No commitments

Just the benefits of friendship

Then it happened

How could it be that this 1 day

Before we started our weekly work out

My eyes met his and I felt something different

Could this be love or just an attachment?

So I kept it to myself

to avoid a negative reaction!

Growing Up

People say I'm changing

but I'm just growing up

Im realizing a lot of things

n now I dont give 2 f***s

When I was younger I was naive

so I didnt see things people did

Now I've noticed everything yet I turn n still forgive

Mad stuff I don't deserve

cuz I'm the victim of displacement

Lookin for a refuge

Haven't found my replacement

So I turn to other things

that give me pleasure for a second

Like a hit or a puff

to hide the pain of adolescence

Then the hurt comes back and I do it again

It's like a cycle goes together

Like a paper n a pen

Some say we just live to die

then why do we even try

to live up to the customary of society's high

Well I'm not anymore

cuz I really don't care

not crazy like Britney

I plan to keep all my hair

But I'm sick of being judged

by the standards they've contrived

I'm my own person

In my own ambition I will strive